I have been doing quite a bit of reflection these last few months. After deciding to dedicate 2018 to working on myself, I have sort of concocted a formula for what works for me. I usually start my day meditating or journaling. When meditating and journaling, I usually like to come up with some sort of intention, affirmation, or focus. Today, I came across this……”Be A Fountain, Not A Drain”.
This quote has been resonating with me all day today. I have given it quite a bit of thought. I actually went back and forth with how I felt about it….Am I a fountain or a drain? The answer….I am both.
In my every day life, I am a teacher. I teach first graders with learning differences. I do enjoy my job however, it can be very labor intensive, and mentally exhausting. One of the first things people say to me when they hear what I do, is “you must have so much patience”. The truth is, I do. I try my very best to be patient with my students, to ensure that their day is as fulfilling as possible, and to end each day hoping they loved school. Most days I am successful. But, it comes at a cost.
I find that because of the intensity of my job, I am almost “tapped out” of patience at the end of the day. I am not able to be as patient as I would like to be for the family and friends that I have in my life. I can be negative and sometimes even judgmental; which I really am working on. I am not usually rude. When I get like this, I am aware that it is happening. I just usually disengage, and sort of self preserve “hiding”. Some might see it as being introverted. I see it as necessary decompressing time. I know at times I can be draining on those that love me who just “don’t get it”.
So, these last months I have “put the work in”. I have tried to be positive. I have made healthy changes and stuck with them. I have tried to find more balance in my life, seeking out positive people in my life, finding support when necessary, and indulging in hobbies that I enjoy. I have taken the time for self care and feel no guilt for it. I am more vulnerable than I have been in a very long time. But, I also feel more authentic than I have in years. I know I have a lot to offer others. I just need to continue on my journey and try to keep building on my strengths, lifting myself, thinking positively, loving myself, and believing that I AM The Fountain!
Dairy Free, Grain Free, Whole30, Paleo, and Gluten Free
I always roast vegetables at the beginning of the week as part of Meal Prep. This recipe is great for using some of those vegetables.
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Dairy Free, Grain Free, Whole30, Paleo, and Gluten Free
I always roast vegetables at the beginning of the week as part of Meal Prep. This recipe is great for using some of those vegetables.
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Dairy Free, Grain Free, Whole30, Paleo, and Gluten Free
This recipe came to me as an accident. I was making egg crepes and some of the mix came out too thick. I added different fillings and was able to make it in almost a tortilla like way where I could wrap it and eat it like a soft taco, breakfast sandwich, or a wrap. I have made this with a few different fillings and enjoy it every time.
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This was a huge hit today for St. Patrick’s Day. It warmed us up on this chilly day and was satisfying to all. A few quick shortcuts and this soup was done in no time at all.
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Casseroles were a big part of my upbringing. I think many of us remember eating a lot of them that started from a condensed soup can. This recipe is very reminiscent of a Chicken Divan dish that I ate growing up. Back then, we used to eat it over curried rice. I adapted this recipe so that all ingredients are clean. It also uses some meal prep items that I always have on hand (Instant pot shredded chicken, roasted red peppers, and broccoli). Hopefully, you enjoy it as well.
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If you like curry…you will love this! This came to me after I had a hankering for curry for the last few days. It turned out to be delicious and the best part was that I had everything in my house already! I use Butcher Box and Thrive Market so for the most part, I just buy produce at the market from time to time. Warning: This is super spicy. I like it like that. You definitely can scale back on the curry or omit the jalapeño peppers and it would still be good.
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Addendum: If you have leftovers, when you take this out of the refrigerator, you will see that this has thickened quite a bit. As is, warmed up, it would make a great sauce over noodles or cauliflower rice. But, if you would like it as a soup again, you may need to add some chicken stock when warming to loosen it up again.